Lefties have Rights too

Let The Bad Times Roll

“How are you supposed to build a life if you are always carpe-ing the diem?”

I never liked the whole oral/interrogation sessions. It sounded unrealistic and bores the crap out of me. It’s cloudy and chaotic and it’s like the examiners had this intention to fully mess SGMWH McDoctors’ already messed-up mind. But I like how MAC (Mer,Alex,Crsitina) passed their freakin boards. It could have been better to watch if George and Izzie were there celebrating also.

And GA never really fails to throw a comedic lines even at the middle of a serious or intense conversation. Like this one:

And this one too, how nick jokes about Arizona’s name. That cracks me up then I felt sad again, geez Shonda what are you doin to us?!

Avery did pass *the hell I care*.

Justin Chambers never ceases to amazed even with his little screen time he always nails it. Run Alex Run! Robbins’ “Try” really gets to him.

April didn’t pass *It’s pretty predictable* yet my heart still breaks when I saw her face. She had a hot sex with McPretty Eyes though (= 

But can I just say how turbo hot that toilet scene was? I mean, I’m not really fond of those two characters but that scene crashes all the sexy times in GA’s history. The one-handed Avery move trumps the Merder’s “My panty is missing” and JacXie’s shower sex.

I’m quite relieve that Teddy and Owen seems to be burying their issues little by little. Let me hug both of you.

I know everyone is all focus on the boards and Arizona’s . But can I just say how JCap’s multi-talented facial expressions killed every scenes she’s into esp when Shonda decided to give her some serious story lines like this. No dialogues needed

just her eyes

how her lips twitched, how her body flinched

This scene was mix of sadness and adorable-ness, how her face changes right away from happy to sad when Nick mentioned her brother’s name.

Yes, Nick is an Idiot. How dare he is to put Tucson, Flagstaff, Phoenix err Arizona in this emotional state again?!.. Gotta say Angry Robbins is so different to watch and I’m still loving her character.

And lastly, Lexie’s “I love you, you’re like a disease” speech trumps all the love confessions in GA history.. A big contender for Meredith’s “Pick Me, Choose me, Love me”, Arizona’s “I came across the world to be with you”, Alex’s “I’m scared to move, I’m scared to breathe, I’m scared to touch you, I can’t lose you, I won’t survive” or even Izzie’s “I care about you, and I know you care about me too”. Hmmm for now, coz I held my breath watching that scene and it so freakin beautiful it hurts so much to watch it..

Oh for the love of God, Julia has the best timing ever! Damn you!

Mark’s face.. Oh no! I’m sensing a “NO”

oh here’s her full speech though. Bittersweet. My poor heart can’t barely handle it.

“I love you. Oh g-oh my god that just came flying out of my face! It was some kind of… I love you. Just.. God, I did it again! I love you. I do. I just… I love you and I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just smash it down and ignore it and not say it and… Jackson is a great guy! He is. He is gorgeous and he’s younger than you and he doesn’t have any grandkids or babies with his lesbian b.f.f’s and he’s an Avery and he likes me, you know? He really likes me! But it was never gonna work out because I, I love YOU. I am so in love with you. And you? You’re- You’re-You’re IN me. You’re like- it’s like a disease. It’s like I am infected by Mark Sloan. and I can’t think about anything or anybody and I can’t sleep. I can’t breathe . I can’t eat and I love you. I just.. I love you all the time. Every minute of every day and I love you.”

And lastly again, I’m really glad I saw this cute face of hers before the show ends. Geez, look at her she’s all grown up!

PS

GIF not mine. Thanks!

Just because you’re fat doesn’t mean you don’t exercise and eat junk food 24/7. Being skinny isn’t being anorexic. Asian eyes aren’t all slanty, and being black doesn’t mean you’re in a gang. Cutting yourself doesn’t make you emo, getting A’s doesn’t mean you’re a nerd. Wearing black doesn’t make you goth, and being gay doesn’t mean you’ll give someone aids. Reblog this if you want to end the negativity that comes with stereotypes.

‎..and I’m waiting for the day when I can hold your hand, look you in the those big brown eyes and tell you I trust you. Not that I love you, that I trust you. I know I’m capable of love. I know that. But I can’t trust. And when I can trust you, all the walls will be broken, and it will be then that I will be able to spend my life with you.. safely. ♥

It’s like once you’ve been hurt, you’re so scared to get attached again, like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.

..it will somehow get better.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won’t run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

No matter what. Someone will always love you.

This isn’t for anybody in particular. Just, whoever is reading this. If you don’t feel loved, or if you’ve been having a rough time with things and you’re ready to give up, or if you just feel like shit for no reason right now, or if your friends, parents, relatives, superiors or even lovers were all treating you like shit, know that there is someone out there who is thinking about you and wants you to be okay. Even if all you want to do is give up, or crawl into your bed with the covers pulled over yourself and cry, remember that you aren’t alone…even if you feel like you are, you aren’t. Know that if I could be there with you, I would, and I would hug you and tell you that it was going to be okay until you believe it. Because no matter how far-fetched it seems, you will be okay and I hope you chose to stick around long enough for you to see that it it’s the truth. Remember that I am just a call or text away and it doesn’t matter how late/early it is, I would gladly stay up talking to you until you feel calm enough to sleep. I will always be here, and that is not an empty promise. I am never going to leave. People suck a lot and they don’t give a damn about anyone but themselves and they might just get up and leave one day, but I’m not going to. I will always, always be here. And you will get through tonight and all of the other shitty nights to come, because everybody has them. But never forget that someone will always love you. No matter what.

Just thought I should say that.